What the hell?
Don’t you just hate it when you’re too excited to get home to text your boyfriend and say that you’re home? But you won’t get any replies…
And you’ll wait for him to get home so you could go talk about your days, but as usual, I’ll be dissapointed as fuck ‘cause he’ll just say that he’s tired and he really wants to go to rest. :)
And then you’ll see him commenting on someone’s status on facebook and doesn’t even wanna talk to you. Sucks to be me.
Nakakainis ‘yung mga taong and hilig makisawsaw sa problema nang may problema.
Nakakainis ‘yung mga taong nangengeelam kahit wala naman silang alam kundi storya lamang. Kung sa tingin niyo kase nakakatulong kayo,hindi e. Lalo niyo lang pinalalala yung sitwasyon at lalo niyo lang pinagugulo kung ano man ang nangyayare.
Imbes na maayos,lalo niyong pinagkakagulo. Bakit nga ba kasi kailangan pang mangielam sa buhay nang may buhay? Bakit hindi niyo nalang pakielamanan ang sarili niyong buhay?
Nakakainis kasi. Putang ina. MATUTO KA NAMAN RUMESPETO NANG PRIVACY. AT NANG NARARAMDAMAN NANG TAO NANG SINASABIHAN MO.
Me:*Sitting on the Sofa texting a friend..*
Him:*Sat beside me and asked..* Sino nanaman 'yang katext mo? Lalake nanaman?!
Me:*Laugh* Hindi,a! Ayan nanaman. Lalake nanaman.*Laughs again.*
Him:*Took my arms and then put it around him..* Baby mo'ko?
Him:Ako lang love mo?
Me:Talaga? Tapos makikipag chat ka nanaman sa mga lalake!
Me:Hindi nga sabi ikaw lang promise.
Araw araw,sinasabi ko nalang lagi sa sarili ko,”Ayoko na. Last na ‘to. Pagod na ako.” Pero kapag nakikita na kita,lahat nang ‘yun napapalitan nang “KAYA KO TO. MAHAL KO,E.”
Kung alam mong mahal ka talaga nang mahal mo,kahit na kumausap pa siya nang kung sino mang babae/lalake,kung alam mo namang talagang ikaw lang ang mahal niya,e wala ka dapat ika selos. SILA dapat ang mag selos dahil sa dami daming babae/lalake jan,ikaw pa pinili nila. <3
Love is when you’re in the middle of a big problem and all he said was,”We can do this,baby.”
Then and now.
Two years ago: I fell in love with someone who I used to call my best friend. We admitted to each other that we have mutual feelings,but we never really declared that we’re in a relationship. We just suddenly acted like couples and decided to keep it that way because of the distance. Our so-called-relationship lasted for almost a month,though. And then all of a sudden,he became cold and said “I’m sorry,but long distance is too hard for me and I am still busy with school blah blah blah..”
One year ago: I was left heart broken and obviously still not over with it. I was confused and full of questions why it has to end that way. Why does it have to hurt like hell. It hurts so much I do not even know if I should cry or just shut up.
I was so hurt and still so not over him,and still figuring why does he have to left me like I was just *some* other girl to him. I was his best friend after all.
Six months later,I decided to make myself better. I learned how to take care of my self and build some more confidence. In that way,I was always thinking maybe if I’ll make myself prettier,he’ll come back to me. But no. It never happened. He never noticed me. But I was still trying hard. I’ve been trying so hard,I didn’t even notice that some people are dying just to get my attention. I was a fool. I was in love.
Now: A year have passed and still no. I tried to fall in love with some other guys but it’s just that,I never felt any spark between us. I always ended up hurting them.
And then summer came,I promised to myself that I will never fall in love again. Not until I am ready to get hurt. Again.
But guess what? And old friend of mine had re-connected and then we started hanging out. We never really took each other seriously.. We never really thought that we would really be together. And yeah. Him and I got together eventually.
For the second time,I felt the sparks once again. The first time we kissed felt like I got electrocuted. The sparks are stronger than sparks I used to felt. It was a bliss.
He is now my everything. <3 I thank God for giving me an angel. I love him so much.
Kapag may mahal ka,hindi na importante kung sino ang mas ma effort o mas nag mamahal. Sige lang,ibigay mo ‘yung best mo. Huwag na huwag kang mag sasayang nang araw nang hindi ipinapaalala at ipinararamdam sakanya kung ga’no mo siya kamahal. Dahil sa buhay,hindi naten alam kung hanggang saan sila sa buhay naten. :)
Yung feeling na,nasasaktan kana sa sinasabi niya.Pero wala ka nalang nagagawa kundi manahimik at pigilan yung luha.
Ano bang meron sa’yo at hindi kita magawang bitawan?
Alam ko namang gago ka. Gago ka sa babae. Alam ko naman na wala kang balak mag seryoso. Alam ko naman yun. Pero sinabe mo kase nagbago ka na..
Pero bakit parang habang nagtatagal,nag sasawa ka pa unti unti? Ibig sabihin ba nun e isa lang rin ako sa mga babaeng niloloko mo? Isa lang rin ba ako sa mga pang dagdag aliw mo? Takte kasi ang saket. Alam mo yun? Kahit na alam ko na ganyan ka,wala parin. Sige parin. Akala ko kasi mapapagbago kita eh.
Sinasabi mo nga na mahal mo’ko.. Puro lang naman salita,kulang lagi sa gawa. Mahal mo nga ba talaga ako? Ni hindi mo naman kasi pinapakita sa akin eh.. Takte kasi.
Masakit na. Ang sakit sakit na.